Walau di mana pun :')

Assalamualaikum, semua... 

Ape khabar? Lame kan kite tak update belog ni?

Mintak maaf sgt2 la ye...

Tengah serabut2 mcm ni, ade mid-sem lagi, 

susah sikit nk update2 ni...

Tp sye mmg ade niat nk update, lgi2 pasal bdak2 MSU ni...

Mcm2 rpenye y dah jd dalam mse 2 bln lebih sye kat sni.

Mesti korg prasan kan, what's with my sad tone?

Haah, ade sikit la nada tu...

Nk deny pun x boleh, so, admit jelah...

Bukan sbb nk cite pasal bdak MSU tu jd sedih, tp mmg tibe2 

je aura sedih tu dtg, not really my fault, kan?

The real deal y nk ckp kat sni snanye nk crite psl hikmah 

sye msk MSU Shah Alam ni...

Yes, after all the while I complained btape susah and 

peritnye msk MSU ni and everything, at last ade jugak 

nak admit, ade jugak hikmah sye msk sni...

Itulah, sape sruh persoalkan tindakan Allah?

Dia dah tntukan sume pjalanan hdup kite, kenape nk 

persoalkan jugak? 

Then, amik! trus Allah tnjukkan, kenape Dia buat 

ape yg Dia nk buat tu kat kite.

Mse dekat MSU ni kan, just like any other place, 

satu per satu problem2 tu dtg...

First, Allah gave me lots of problems regarding friends, 

takde kwn la, rindu kwn lame lah, apelah...

Lepas tu bersungguh ingat kat Allah, mintak mcm2 kat Dia...

Akhirnye dptla jugak ape yang sye dok mintak, alhamdulillah!!!

One problem settled.

Lepas tu, dah happy dgn kwn2, pegi makan together, pegi solat skali,

duduk kat kelas skali, buat assignment skali,

....Allah, ade lagi problem...

*stops and thinks*

Kenape ade lagi problem ni? 

Sebab lpas dpt ape y sye nk td, hmm, mkin lupe kat Allah, 

pdhal Allah tulah y tlg sye awal2 tu kan?

Itulah manusia, astaghfirullah...

Dpt je ape y kite nk, hmph, lupe diri trus tu ha.

well, I don't know bout u guys, but me, yeah. It happens.

Time2 mcm tu lah, ya Allah, bru nk menyesal...

bru nk ingat kat Allah blk :'(

tak ke jahat mcm tu? Astaghfirullah...

Hey hey, tak baik tau mcm tu,

kalau awak sme mcm sye, meh kite brubah siket...

Allah slalu ade ngan kite, tlg kite bile kite mntk, bg ape y kite nk,

 dgr ape kite nk ckp, lyn je kerenah kite...

kite ni siape nk suke2 je lupekan Dia?

Astaghfirullah.

Istighfar ramai2 jom, ingt Allah :')

Mse dlu, bile problem2 mcm ni dtg, sye msti consult 

one of my best friends...

ye la, sye dlu duduk asrama, jd kwn2 sye y slalu ngn sye tu, 

y baik2 tu sume tlg sye...sweet, kan?

mse mcm tu, ya Allah, rindu nye kat dorg...

bile sye mcm terpesong siket perangai ni,

ade je kwn sye y tlg pimpin sye blk pegi main road...

Jd sye x slalu risau psl tu, sbb sye tau, I have my froends...

tp disbbkn kat MSU ni sye x terlalu rapat sgt ngn ssape,

sye tak tau nk pusing ke arah siape...

xxx

bkn nk kte y kwn2 kat MSU sume nye jahil ke,

x brape nk baik ke ape,

mmg dorg baik, friendly, helpful n everything,

tp kwn2 y lme tetap terbaik...

-no offense, guys-

bru la time tu nk sedar y Allah bg pnjam 

kwn2 y oh-so-awesome kat sye mse skolah dlu...

*uhuk, emotional plak typing sorg2 ni*

xxx

And then one day Allah tkdirkan sye jln sensorg ke arah surau...

mse nk pegi sne, a miracle happened...

Sorg hmba Allah y bername lelaki ni tgh solat sorg2 kat 

hujung surau ni, die tgh sujud y terakhir...

I don't know why, tp ttibe rse nk benti tgk jap...

Then I saw it...

I saw a crystal drop from his eye onto the sejadah...

 sye tak tahu btul atau tak, tp rse mcm btul,

sbb sye nmpk bahu die terhenjut2...

At that instant, my heart just stopped.

Ya Allah, time tu, serious sye rindu nk bersujud...

jd sye cpt2 pegi surau sbb da rindu kat Allah's company...

Mse sujud, sye bercerita dgn Allah psl mcm2...

Problems kwn, problems rmh sewa, 

and smua problems2 y ade kat MSU ni la...

Mcm hujan lebat time tu, x tau la ape org lain nmpk...

Dgn bahu thenjut2 nye, sok-sek2 nye.

Fuhh mmg emotional time tu.

Lpas bgun je utk tahiyyat akhir,  

the first thing I was thinking about was,

"Allah, harap2 x de org prasan that my eyes are red n hingus2 ni"

 hehehe xD apelah.

Dah habis bce do'a n everything, ya Allah, 

rse mcm...a gigantic burden has lifted from my shoulders...

"Thank you Allah!!!", I whispered :')

Point is, nk kate, walaupun lain atmosphere dr skolah dlu,

Allah da tnjuk kat sye, x kire di mne pun,

Allah tu ade, nk tmnkn kite, nk tlg kite, nk guide kite...

Allah tu ade,

walaupun da btuka ke atmosphere y kurg bi'ah solehah, 

Allah akn prove kat kite y Dia ade.

Just depend kat kite je nk ingt kat die ke tak...

...kan?

*fuhhh, nangis smpai raya*

Jd kwn2, ingat la kat Allah slalu ye?

Jgn smpai Allah bg problem dahsyat2 bru nk ingt Dia...

Allah bkn mcm manusia,

so klu kite ingt kat Dia, serious, tak pnah rugi.

Allah msti, MESTI ingt kat kite.

Sweet kan Allah ni? 

:')

Selamat Hari Raya kwn2, maaf zahir dan batin...

and

<3 Wassalam, semua...<3